TwilightRealm

Ryan's Personal Blog

Onward

January 17, 2011 @ 1:42 PM

Not one of the better times in my life, but forging onward.

From the sound of it, it doesn’t seem like the neutering of the dog has changed him any. Despite the pain it causes him, he still goes out of his way to chase my cat back into my room.

Darn Disco! The music, and the dog.

Normally any enterprise I attempt fails. I know it before it starts, even though I try to remain positive and hopeful as to not sabotage myself. Well this time I may have found someone who can take me on as an apprentice to a craft (unfortunately somewhat rare in creation in the states) I’ve been wanting to learn. Wish me luck–I mean it.

Also feel like I’m having a moment of clarity today. Probably because I forced myself to get up at 1pm rather than sleep in ’til night. Life status: Struggling but pushing on.

And if I can’t get out and exercise, maybe I can do it where I am. Eegads, she has hope again!

Dick Van Dyke Night

January 4, 2011 @ 10:32 PM

It’s been a Dick Van Dyke opening-theme kind of night. Pizza arrives around midnight and since everyone but me has gone to bed, there are no lights on outside my room. So I’m stumbling about while the dogs bark, hit the dogs’ water bowl, get slimy water in my shoe, and finally make it to the door. Then the guy tells me he doesn’t have a pen. Afterward the 2-liter explodes on me.